I am not at all bothered about the time it happened, because i dont like to recollect it. Any way it was just when our first internal exams where going on. Venue was our Mtech Second semester classroom. The hour is being handled by Madam, V , for whose subject most of my classmates including me are underperforming . I was frustrated because of the way she approached classes. I am completely against her teaching attitude, but i gave respect to her.
Madam V, she handles a subject which she says is simple and easy to understand; but my experiance is the reverse. She had a high frequency voice that pokes irritation to the ears of one who hears. She was short tempered, and used the regional language more , than English in classes. That day she was in anger and was advising our class in her everest shaking voice. The temperature in the class increased, mine too. I was becoming more and more frustrated hearing her advice, more over her voice, i think everyone was in a same situation, but no one reacted. No one can react as it was a deemed university and ones future is in the hands of the Profs. She continued her fight using the sword of voice against us who have noting to defent, for an another 10 minutes. Ya, she was really angry. At last she some how concluded and left the class.
As she went out, the frustation in me had exceeded a maximum peak point, an alarm rang in my inner mind, a darkness blocked my eyesight, i threw the top/ cap of the pen to the floor using my maximum strength. The top fall on the floor making a huge sound in a silent class and was crushed into pieces, everyone looked at me. This time Madam V entered the class hearing the noise, “You people cant study and are angry; and throwing pen top when i left??, i say u people will suffer, u will really suffer i am going to change the question paper for the Monday’s exam. I will put general questions. Nothing will come from text...lets see....” she said and left the class in boosted anger.
What have i did???, What happened to me??? I dont know. I know what i did was wrong. But i have my own reasons for the act. My mind was occupied by an angel on one side and a Devil on the other.
“Hari, what u did is wrong, you could have avoided it...” Angel said
Devil Interrupted Angel “No Hari, You are right, she is not a good teacher, someone has to react and u did it thumbs up”
“No..No....she is your teacher that was wrong.....” Angel continued
“Could you people be quiet...” i interrupted, “Could you please leave me alone....”
The Devil and the angel vanished, leaving fumes in my mind.
But the Devil came back “Sorry i will go now, but 1 min”
“Ya tell” i said
He continued “There is one good thing for you, i think she doesnt know who did this, she was least bothered”.
“Oh ya thank you, could you plse go??”
Devil vanished.
I was switched from dream to reality......
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